I've been pretty excited for the fact that this is our last pregnancy. I've clarified to several people - I'm not saying by any means our family is done growing (be it an animal adding to our family or maybe another baby or child in the distant future), but I am so done having children. Pregnancy is rough on me and it makes me happy to think this is the last time I'll be sleeping for months on the couch. The last time I'll be barely able to walk due to sore hips/back (I hope!). The last c-section I'll have to go through. And in a few years, hopefully we'll be back to sleeping through the night! :)
But I also am sad it's my last pregnancy. It's the last time I'll feel a baby move inside me. The last time I'll get to hold one of my babies for the first time (best feeling ever!). The last time we'll nervously bring our baby to our house for the first time. The last time we'll do a first bath. So, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't somewhat sad that this is my last pregnancy.
Only 7 weeks or less left.... I schedule my actual c-section sometime between my 34-36 week appointments. I'm definitely getting nervous, anxious, excited.... and a little sad. Can't wait to meet this baby boy!
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